三年欧亚之计
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*2014 暑假*
*俄罗斯*
圣彼得堡感受没有黑夜,
莫斯科看黑天鹅芭蕾,
*西班牙*
马德里看斗牛, 参观伯纳乌球场，到全球最古老的波丁餐厅用餐。
巴塞罗那看足球,
馬拉加吹海风,
特內里費島看世界上第三大火山--泰德峰。
*英国*
伦敦过生日（因为前年去过了）
*2015 寒假*
*挪威*
特羅...
10 years ago
???
I can multitask 10 things at a time when I'm healthy and cool.
I can't even get 1 thing done nicely when I'm not in best of health.
I can't even get 1 thing done nicely when I'm not in best of health.
ALL of the time
It's about keeping your promises.
And I put my pride on it to keep it.
I do not take lightly of my pride.
And I put my pride on it to keep it.
I do not take lightly of my pride.
To someone, i'm not someone
"At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be."
yawns
肉体加奶定律(ROTI's LAW)
一个人不一定要帅。
只要有以下其中之一就行了。
1）迷人的魅力
2）迷人的身材
3）迷人的眼睛
4）迷人的笑容
5）迷人的头发
6）迷人的个性
7）迷人的心理
8）迷人的经济能力
9）迷人的爱心
10）迷人的头脑
如果没有，也没关系。我喜欢你就行了。
不迷人也没关系，迷住我就够了。
一个人不一定要帅。
只要有以下其中之一就行了。
1）迷人的魅力
2）迷人的身材
3）迷人的眼睛
4）迷人的笑容
5）迷人的头发
6）迷人的个性
7）迷人的心理
8）迷人的经济能力
9）迷人的爱心
10）迷人的头脑
如果没有，也没关系。我喜欢你就行了。
不迷人也没关系，迷住我就够了。
a rare update
so everyone, I am inspired by meiquen's 2 blog concept, so I decided to have 2 main blogs, 1 to feed news, another to feed rubbish(remember, one man's thrash is another man's treasure).
Since meiquin said she can't understand what I am trying to deliver while being so intelligent, I imagine my other not too intelligent friends had hard times figuring out what I'm bitching too.
yup, my other stupid techno review blog will continue to live without any updates, so is my photo blog.
but hey, I don't think you know about their existence til I mention it just now, right?
and no you can't find it on my profile either, I've hid it away~~
so is this blog.
2 main blogs, 1 to feed thrash, another to feed news.
news as in my thought, decrypted and explained in the plainest way already.
thrash, as in treasure boxes or puzzle only unlock-able by key owners.
new links? don't know, this is just an idea, have not open up the 2nd blog(news feed blog).
so this blog will continue the thrash journey with Wall E, hopefully finding eeeeeeeva in the journey.
you've got one, try hard searching for another.
Since meiquin said she can't understand what I am trying to deliver while being so intelligent, I imagine my other not too intelligent friends had hard times figuring out what I'm bitching too.
yup, my other stupid techno review blog will continue to live without any updates, so is my photo blog.
but hey, I don't think you know about their existence til I mention it just now, right?
and no you can't find it on my profile either, I've hid it away~~
so is this blog.
2 main blogs, 1 to feed thrash, another to feed news.
news as in my thought, decrypted and explained in the plainest way already.
thrash, as in treasure boxes or puzzle only unlock-able by key owners.
new links? don't know, this is just an idea, have not open up the 2nd blog(news feed blog).
so this blog will continue the thrash journey with Wall E, hopefully finding eeeeeeeva in the journey.
you've got one, try hard searching for another.
是要求太高
I just wanna leave my comfort zone, and that is the most I can ask for.
and I will not get it.
and I will not get it.
TL;DR
双鱼座
看看现在铺天盖地的关于双鱼的各种传说，分析，解释。似乎无一例外的把双鱼当作了一个女人的星座，动不动就是流眼泪，唉声叹气。可惜可叹，如果双鱼真的只是这样的一个星座，那么可以说没有一个人愿意去做双鱼，而历史上也不会有什么著名的双鱼人物了。 现在让我还给你一个真实的双鱼座。 最本质的部分：思考双鱼座的最本质特点是什么？善良？懦弱？温柔？不是，我告诉你，是思考（在很多情况下，是过多的思考）。 是的，双鱼座的一切特性，都来自于他过多的思考，或许世上没有第二个星座比双鱼座更能洞察别人的心理，更能分析事情的本质。 你可以称之为敏感，但是一旦这种敏感能够正确的使用，那么没有人能比双鱼座更快的学会人情事故，在这一方面，有一个双鱼座的伟人做的尤其出色，他的名字是周恩来。 因为思考的太多，所以双鱼座的人就算不是真正善良的，也至少是表面善良的。对于双鱼来说，善良与其说是本质，不如说是双鱼喜欢的一种生活方式，以善良的方式活着，是轻松而又受人尊敬的，一般的双鱼座很早就能洞察到这一点.再谈谈温柔，这一点，不管是哪篇文章，都不会忘了提双鱼座的温柔。是的，双鱼的确是温柔的。因为双鱼总能敏感的体会到对方的细微变化，时刻了解到对方心意的转变，表现在行动上，就是能尽快的知道，什么时候应该为女孩披上自己的外衣，什么时候应该停下手里的活，转过身去和女友好好的说话。 与众不同的部分：信仰 双鱼的信仰就是没有信仰！ 在双鱼的世界里面，没有绝对的对和错，如果发生了一件事，他第一件做的事情是去理解这件事，去分析这件事，而不是去判断这件事是对的还是错的。 下面引用一段话说明双鱼的这个特点： '鱼座男人没有偏见，没有亲自穿著鹿皮走几哩路，他不会评断印地安人；没有试试赤脚走路，他也不会评断裸体主义者。甚至这些做了，他还是会满心谅解而不会过于批评。他很少冷酷的指控，倒是每每温暖的忍耐，他甚至会试试了解他的岳母，天底下有几个男人能这样？海王子拥有罕见的同情精神，他的朋友向他吐露秘密而从不担忧会把他吓著，要吓到鱼起码需要两吨以上的炸弹。如果你和我以及你的鱼儿三人同坐一室，一个男人走进来告诉我们他有些担忧，因为他重婚，在四个州各有一个老婆，你可能眼睛瞪得大大瞧他，冒著火，心想监狱是最适合他的地方，我可能鄙夷的说他是个卑鄙的流氓，但你的鱼儿很可能问：'那四州？你爱不爱她们其中任何一个？'鱼很好奇，但防震。对他来说，这个家伙需要一缸子同情以及好得要命的律师。 有一位伟人利用了这点特性，结果成就了科学史上的神话，他就是爱因斯坦。 双鱼的致命缺点：懦弱 现实中的双鱼座确实给人太多的失望，懦弱，多疑，自卑，优柔寡断，没有主见.....一个双鱼座或许没有上面全部的特点，但至少会有一，二个。就算是伟大如周恩来，有时候难免有些优柔寡断和没有主见，当然，这种时候不多。 造成双鱼座优柔寡断的原因很简单。因为同样一个选择，在一个射手看来，只需要考虑2样东西，但是在双鱼看来，却需要考虑10样东西，因为他想的实在是太多了。简单的说一句话，双鱼都会想到它会给周围的人带来多少种不同的影响，它会让人对自己有怎么样的看法，会不会造成误解。（虽然很多时候，双鱼会冲动的把一些话脱口而出） 至于多疑，这点和自卑联系的比较紧密。虽然双鱼座能轻易的了解对方的意图，看透事情的真相，但是却往往不能坚持住自己的观点，这种不能坚持大多数是因为双鱼座自己不愿接受这个事实，也有很多时候是因为双鱼对自己不够自信。关于前一点，比较突出的一个例子是，双鱼座的女孩不到男孩子直截了当的告诉她，他不爱她了，女孩就总是还抱有一线希望，虽然女孩心里明白的很。 懦弱呢？关于这点，和信仰联系在一起。你一定觉得很奇怪，懦弱和信仰又有什么关系呢？ 信仰是种很可怕的力量，他可以让一个人做出平时不敢做的事情，拥有不该拥有的勇气，牺牲不该牺牲的东西。而双鱼恰恰是没有一丁点信仰的，就算有，也不过是为了给生活加一点调味剂，或是给自己找一个避难所。对于双鱼来说，自己能过舒适，安稳的日子，比什么都重要。富贵如浮云，最想的开这点的就是双鱼座了。至于爱国什么的，酒饱饭足的双鱼可以慷慨激昂，也会不惜重金施于，但是只是建立在自己有好日子过的前提下。 接下来，可以解释下双鱼的懦弱了。 只要能让自己和爱人平平安安，有什么不可以忍受的呢？什么尊严，什么气节，见鬼去吧。所以只要不把双鱼逼到绝境，你尽可以嘲弄双鱼的懦弱。每条鱼的忍受范围都不同，但一般都比正常人多那么一点点。但是如果你不小心让一条鱼觉得无路可走了，那么你真的要小心了。鱼可以践踏人间一切法律，无视所有道理，更不会考虑自己的尊严和人格。你务必要相信这一点，虽然这种时候很少，但那只不过是因为上帝不想让人们经常看到地狱的惨状。 双鱼的最大优点：感情> 与其说双鱼是个为爱情而活的星座，不如说双鱼是个为感情而活的星座。 对于双鱼来说，世界上最重要的东西是感情，一条精神上满足的鱼，可以没有其他东西，就已经是最幸福的人（当然，绝大多数情况下，没有其他东西，很难精神上满足）。 任何感情对于双鱼来说都是重要的，爱情很重要，但不见> 得会比亲情更重要，在双鱼的眼中. 对于鱼来说，感情是单纯的，是单独的。鱼可以原谅对方的一切，只要那个人是真心对他好的。你可以十恶不赦，可以吃喝嫖赌，可以之前是人尽可夫的妓女，可以是个卑鄙无耻的骗子，都可以原谅，只要鱼能确定你是真心的喜欢他，对他好。但是请注意一点，大部分的鱼都比你聪明，不要以为你的小伎俩可以骗到鱼，你是不是真心喜欢他，他比谁都清楚。 对于一个男孩子> 来说，双鱼女孩能给你对于一个女孩子想要的一切，温柔，爱你不顾一切，可爱（很多时候是装的，鱼大多数是很聪明的），体贴..... 对于一个女孩子来说，双鱼男孩....嗯.....>看你的运气了，如> 果你遇到的鱼是个没有志气，不想做事，玩玩乐乐的鱼，而且他已经25岁左右了，那么好心的提醒你，还是尽早离开他吧。除非你是个富婆，或者你只是找个情人（没有人比双鱼更适合做情人了：安全快乐而无副作用）。否则，你会经历世间最凄凉的婚姻和生活，阿门 那么如果你遇到的鱼是有事业心，能上进，肯做事的鱼，或者干脆就是事业有成的鱼，那么真的是恭喜你，你是千万少女中最幸运的一个，再挑剔的女人也无法对一个有上进心有事业的鱼有更多的要求了。你可以得到世界上一切的温柔和快乐，包括用钱买的到的和用钱买不到的，鱼很乐意把他的一切奉献给他爱的人，看到他爱的人开心，他会更开心。大部分的鱼的'一切'仅仅只有感情，而没有物质，但是我们现在讨论的是最优秀的那种鱼，那种能随时把名望和财富送给你的鱼，现在你知道你有多幸运了吧。 提到感情不得不提的：公平 很奇怪吗？> 公平对于双鱼来说，是个很重要的单词。 双鱼没有普遍意义上的价值观，是非观，你不能用这件事这样做是对的，那样做是错的来说服一个双鱼座。永远记住，鱼的世界里很少有对错。 那么鱼又是怎么来处理他和别人（尤其是爱人的关系）呢？> 就是公> 平。如果鱼曾经有过十几，二十个女朋友，那么他就不会在意你以前有过多少个男朋友，如果鱼一个不小心跑出去玩了一夜情，那么你一夜情的时候，他也会选择无所谓。 3 真> 实的双鱼座！超准剖析！ 好吧，就算你的鱼纯情的一塌糊涂，你是他（她）的第一次，他也可以原谅你的曾经花心，一时花心，可能会的花心，只要你能用足够的关心和真心的喜欢弥补。鱼大致兑换了下你的关心（兑换比例只有天知道了，呵呵），如果觉得双方大致公平的（相对于他对于你的感情付出），那么他就无所谓，就会原谅你。 所以和鱼相处是件很简单的事情，只要你能保> 证你给他的和他为你付出的差不多多，就可以了。至于伦理道德嘛...嗯，讲真的，鱼从来不是教条主义者。反过来，如果你让鱼觉得你对他的关心不够多，对他的爱不够多（不够多是指没有他给你的多），那么鱼会在痛苦之后，也相应的减少对你的关心和爱，不要怀疑，这方面，鱼比谁都表现的现实和斤斤计较。 感情中的完美主义> 鱼在意的东西很少，所以很不幸，鱼对于他在意的东西就是完美主义者的态度。> > 对于鱼来说，完美的情人不是忠贞不二的情人，不是事业爱情兼顾的情人，也不是外形完美的情人。鱼要求的是'完美的爱'。> >> 你可以不经常说我爱你，但是你说的时候，一定要是真心实意。>> 你可以很少陪他逛街，但是你陪的时候，一定要是真的> 开开心心。>> 你也可以对他说很少的情话，但是你要保证，你对别人说的情话更少，而且你对他说的是真心的话。> >> 对于鱼来说，欺骗和做作是最不可原谅的。很多人以为简简单单的> 对鱼说几句我爱你，固定性的发些短信问候鱼，经常为鱼买些好东西就能让鱼觉得被爱了。真不幸，大部分鱼都聪明过了头，一般都能轻松辨别那些举动是真心的，那些不过是手段（如果你曾经用这些手段征服过双鱼女生，也别得意，只不过是双鱼女生比男生更难以拒绝别人而已）。 所以，请诚实一点对待鱼，爱他多少就给他多少，他也会给你同样多。这至少比他生你的气好的多，不是吗？ 双鱼真的浪漫吗？ 所有的星座解释都会说双鱼是浪漫的，但是所有和双鱼（特别是双鱼男生，一般浪漫都是指男生做的事情）接触过的人，都往往感觉不到双鱼的浪漫，到底是为什么呢？难道双鱼并不浪漫？ 我给你> 个肯定的答案，双鱼绝对浪漫，他脑子里面的浪漫点子不仅包含了所有好莱坞大片的经典场景，还有更多他自己的原创镜头，他时不时的都在幻想浪漫的场面，一个鱼可能在他18的时候就开始想他30岁结婚的布置。 那么为什么现实中是两样呢？ 因为2点，自卑和善良。 前一点很好理解，大部分的浪漫需要自信。很多时候，不是鱼不想浪漫，而是不好意思和没胆子那么做，你能理解是吧，呵呵。 那么自信的鱼呢？为什么他也不浪漫？ 因为他没有遇到合适的人，因为他善良。 双鱼的爱情大部分是有些被动的。鱼总是轻易的喜欢上一个女孩子（注意，我用的单词是喜欢），然后开始和这个女孩开始交往，然后十有八九，会发现这个女孩不是能给自己完美的爱的女孩（这是肯定的，遇到最合适自己的人哪有那么容易），鱼很现实的知道，他和这个女孩不可能有将来的，2个人能拥有只能是一段回忆。那么对鱼来说，绝大部分的情话都会说不出口，因为鱼自己知道这些话都是骗人的，很多浪漫的举动做不出来，因为鱼不敢让女孩陷的太深，怕分手的那一天女孩太伤心。很多人说处女，金牛的人想的多，其实鱼想的并不比他们少，只不过犹犹豫豫又舍不得的鱼，就算明了的知道和女孩没有将来，也不会点破，只会静静的维持，享受拥有的每一天。但是这样的情况下，鱼的善良就让鱼忍住了很多浪漫的情话和行动。 我这么说是不是显的鱼很高尚？呵呵，没有什么真正高尚的人。鱼能如此的为女孩着想，是因为这么做能让鱼觉得自己很伟大，有一种悲剧式的美感，鱼愿意让自己沉浸在这种自我的意淫中. 当然，这样至少比不顾别人的死活，只图自己开心要好的多是不是？> 所以还是应该为鱼们鼓鼓掌的。 所以，如果有一天，你看到一条浪漫无比的鱼，不要怀疑，他已经认定你们有个美好的未来，他已经知道他不会给你太多的伤心了，那你还犹豫什么？上去拥抱你的幸福吧. 结语：什么样是好的双鱼？ 双鱼有很多缺点，但是大多数都可以原谅。除了2条，懒惰和犹豫。 而双鱼要成为一条好鱼，所需要的东西很简单，事业。 其实不用去提醒鱼们其他的事情了，他们自己都能想明白。只需能保证鱼能稳步进行他们的事业就可以了.一旦鱼用心去赚钱了，那么他肯定能赚到钱。但是这一点很难，真的很难，如果有一天，你看到一条生龙活虎的鱼，千万不要放过，好好的捆住他，很有可能，他会带给你所有的梦想
看看现在铺天盖地的关于双鱼的各种传说，分析，解释。似乎无一例外的把双鱼当作了一个女人的星座，动不动就是流眼泪，唉声叹气。可惜可叹，如果双鱼真的只是这样的一个星座，那么可以说没有一个人愿意去做双鱼，而历史上也不会有什么著名的双鱼人物了。 现在让我还给你一个真实的双鱼座。 最本质的部分：思考双鱼座的最本质特点是什么？善良？懦弱？温柔？不是，我告诉你，是思考（在很多情况下，是过多的思考）。 是的，双鱼座的一切特性，都来自于他过多的思考，或许世上没有第二个星座比双鱼座更能洞察别人的心理，更能分析事情的本质。 你可以称之为敏感，但是一旦这种敏感能够正确的使用，那么没有人能比双鱼座更快的学会人情事故，在这一方面，有一个双鱼座的伟人做的尤其出色，他的名字是周恩来。 因为思考的太多，所以双鱼座的人就算不是真正善良的，也至少是表面善良的。对于双鱼来说，善良与其说是本质，不如说是双鱼喜欢的一种生活方式，以善良的方式活着，是轻松而又受人尊敬的，一般的双鱼座很早就能洞察到这一点.再谈谈温柔，这一点，不管是哪篇文章，都不会忘了提双鱼座的温柔。是的，双鱼的确是温柔的。因为双鱼总能敏感的体会到对方的细微变化，时刻了解到对方心意的转变，表现在行动上，就是能尽快的知道，什么时候应该为女孩披上自己的外衣，什么时候应该停下手里的活，转过身去和女友好好的说话。 与众不同的部分：信仰 双鱼的信仰就是没有信仰！ 在双鱼的世界里面，没有绝对的对和错，如果发生了一件事，他第一件做的事情是去理解这件事，去分析这件事，而不是去判断这件事是对的还是错的。 下面引用一段话说明双鱼的这个特点： '鱼座男人没有偏见，没有亲自穿著鹿皮走几哩路，他不会评断印地安人；没有试试赤脚走路，他也不会评断裸体主义者。甚至这些做了，他还是会满心谅解而不会过于批评。他很少冷酷的指控，倒是每每温暖的忍耐，他甚至会试试了解他的岳母，天底下有几个男人能这样？海王子拥有罕见的同情精神，他的朋友向他吐露秘密而从不担忧会把他吓著，要吓到鱼起码需要两吨以上的炸弹。如果你和我以及你的鱼儿三人同坐一室，一个男人走进来告诉我们他有些担忧，因为他重婚，在四个州各有一个老婆，你可能眼睛瞪得大大瞧他，冒著火，心想监狱是最适合他的地方，我可能鄙夷的说他是个卑鄙的流氓，但你的鱼儿很可能问：'那四州？你爱不爱她们其中任何一个？'鱼很好奇，但防震。对他来说，这个家伙需要一缸子同情以及好得要命的律师。 有一位伟人利用了这点特性，结果成就了科学史上的神话，他就是爱因斯坦。 双鱼的致命缺点：懦弱 现实中的双鱼座确实给人太多的失望，懦弱，多疑，自卑，优柔寡断，没有主见.....一个双鱼座或许没有上面全部的特点，但至少会有一，二个。就算是伟大如周恩来，有时候难免有些优柔寡断和没有主见，当然，这种时候不多。 造成双鱼座优柔寡断的原因很简单。因为同样一个选择，在一个射手看来，只需要考虑2样东西，但是在双鱼看来，却需要考虑10样东西，因为他想的实在是太多了。简单的说一句话，双鱼都会想到它会给周围的人带来多少种不同的影响，它会让人对自己有怎么样的看法，会不会造成误解。（虽然很多时候，双鱼会冲动的把一些话脱口而出） 至于多疑，这点和自卑联系的比较紧密。虽然双鱼座能轻易的了解对方的意图，看透事情的真相，但是却往往不能坚持住自己的观点，这种不能坚持大多数是因为双鱼座自己不愿接受这个事实，也有很多时候是因为双鱼对自己不够自信。关于前一点，比较突出的一个例子是，双鱼座的女孩不到男孩子直截了当的告诉她，他不爱她了，女孩就总是还抱有一线希望，虽然女孩心里明白的很。 懦弱呢？关于这点，和信仰联系在一起。你一定觉得很奇怪，懦弱和信仰又有什么关系呢？ 信仰是种很可怕的力量，他可以让一个人做出平时不敢做的事情，拥有不该拥有的勇气，牺牲不该牺牲的东西。而双鱼恰恰是没有一丁点信仰的，就算有，也不过是为了给生活加一点调味剂，或是给自己找一个避难所。对于双鱼来说，自己能过舒适，安稳的日子，比什么都重要。富贵如浮云，最想的开这点的就是双鱼座了。至于爱国什么的，酒饱饭足的双鱼可以慷慨激昂，也会不惜重金施于，但是只是建立在自己有好日子过的前提下。 接下来，可以解释下双鱼的懦弱了。 只要能让自己和爱人平平安安，有什么不可以忍受的呢？什么尊严，什么气节，见鬼去吧。所以只要不把双鱼逼到绝境，你尽可以嘲弄双鱼的懦弱。每条鱼的忍受范围都不同，但一般都比正常人多那么一点点。但是如果你不小心让一条鱼觉得无路可走了，那么你真的要小心了。鱼可以践踏人间一切法律，无视所有道理，更不会考虑自己的尊严和人格。你务必要相信这一点，虽然这种时候很少，但那只不过是因为上帝不想让人们经常看到地狱的惨状。 双鱼的最大优点：感情> 与其说双鱼是个为爱情而活的星座，不如说双鱼是个为感情而活的星座。 对于双鱼来说，世界上最重要的东西是感情，一条精神上满足的鱼，可以没有其他东西，就已经是最幸福的人（当然，绝大多数情况下，没有其他东西，很难精神上满足）。 任何感情对于双鱼来说都是重要的，爱情很重要，但不见> 得会比亲情更重要，在双鱼的眼中. 对于鱼来说，感情是单纯的，是单独的。鱼可以原谅对方的一切，只要那个人是真心对他好的。你可以十恶不赦，可以吃喝嫖赌，可以之前是人尽可夫的妓女，可以是个卑鄙无耻的骗子，都可以原谅，只要鱼能确定你是真心的喜欢他，对他好。但是请注意一点，大部分的鱼都比你聪明，不要以为你的小伎俩可以骗到鱼，你是不是真心喜欢他，他比谁都清楚。 对于一个男孩子> 来说，双鱼女孩能给你对于一个女孩子想要的一切，温柔，爱你不顾一切，可爱（很多时候是装的，鱼大多数是很聪明的），体贴..... 对于一个女孩子来说，双鱼男孩....嗯.....>看你的运气了，如> 果你遇到的鱼是个没有志气，不想做事，玩玩乐乐的鱼，而且他已经25岁左右了，那么好心的提醒你，还是尽早离开他吧。除非你是个富婆，或者你只是找个情人（没有人比双鱼更适合做情人了：安全快乐而无副作用）。否则，你会经历世间最凄凉的婚姻和生活，阿门 那么如果你遇到的鱼是有事业心，能上进，肯做事的鱼，或者干脆就是事业有成的鱼，那么真的是恭喜你，你是千万少女中最幸运的一个，再挑剔的女人也无法对一个有上进心有事业的鱼有更多的要求了。你可以得到世界上一切的温柔和快乐，包括用钱买的到的和用钱买不到的，鱼很乐意把他的一切奉献给他爱的人，看到他爱的人开心，他会更开心。大部分的鱼的'一切'仅仅只有感情，而没有物质，但是我们现在讨论的是最优秀的那种鱼，那种能随时把名望和财富送给你的鱼，现在你知道你有多幸运了吧。 提到感情不得不提的：公平 很奇怪吗？> 公平对于双鱼来说，是个很重要的单词。 双鱼没有普遍意义上的价值观，是非观，你不能用这件事这样做是对的，那样做是错的来说服一个双鱼座。永远记住，鱼的世界里很少有对错。 那么鱼又是怎么来处理他和别人（尤其是爱人的关系）呢？> 就是公> 平。如果鱼曾经有过十几，二十个女朋友，那么他就不会在意你以前有过多少个男朋友，如果鱼一个不小心跑出去玩了一夜情，那么你一夜情的时候，他也会选择无所谓。 3 真> 实的双鱼座！超准剖析！ 好吧，就算你的鱼纯情的一塌糊涂，你是他（她）的第一次，他也可以原谅你的曾经花心，一时花心，可能会的花心，只要你能用足够的关心和真心的喜欢弥补。鱼大致兑换了下你的关心（兑换比例只有天知道了，呵呵），如果觉得双方大致公平的（相对于他对于你的感情付出），那么他就无所谓，就会原谅你。 所以和鱼相处是件很简单的事情，只要你能保> 证你给他的和他为你付出的差不多多，就可以了。至于伦理道德嘛...嗯，讲真的，鱼从来不是教条主义者。反过来，如果你让鱼觉得你对他的关心不够多，对他的爱不够多（不够多是指没有他给你的多），那么鱼会在痛苦之后，也相应的减少对你的关心和爱，不要怀疑，这方面，鱼比谁都表现的现实和斤斤计较。 感情中的完美主义> 鱼在意的东西很少，所以很不幸，鱼对于他在意的东西就是完美主义者的态度。> > 对于鱼来说，完美的情人不是忠贞不二的情人，不是事业爱情兼顾的情人，也不是外形完美的情人。鱼要求的是'完美的爱'。> >> 你可以不经常说我爱你，但是你说的时候，一定要是真心实意。>> 你可以很少陪他逛街，但是你陪的时候，一定要是真的> 开开心心。>> 你也可以对他说很少的情话，但是你要保证，你对别人说的情话更少，而且你对他说的是真心的话。> >> 对于鱼来说，欺骗和做作是最不可原谅的。很多人以为简简单单的> 对鱼说几句我爱你，固定性的发些短信问候鱼，经常为鱼买些好东西就能让鱼觉得被爱了。真不幸，大部分鱼都聪明过了头，一般都能轻松辨别那些举动是真心的，那些不过是手段（如果你曾经用这些手段征服过双鱼女生，也别得意，只不过是双鱼女生比男生更难以拒绝别人而已）。 所以，请诚实一点对待鱼，爱他多少就给他多少，他也会给你同样多。这至少比他生你的气好的多，不是吗？ 双鱼真的浪漫吗？ 所有的星座解释都会说双鱼是浪漫的，但是所有和双鱼（特别是双鱼男生，一般浪漫都是指男生做的事情）接触过的人，都往往感觉不到双鱼的浪漫，到底是为什么呢？难道双鱼并不浪漫？ 我给你> 个肯定的答案，双鱼绝对浪漫，他脑子里面的浪漫点子不仅包含了所有好莱坞大片的经典场景，还有更多他自己的原创镜头，他时不时的都在幻想浪漫的场面，一个鱼可能在他18的时候就开始想他30岁结婚的布置。 那么为什么现实中是两样呢？ 因为2点，自卑和善良。 前一点很好理解，大部分的浪漫需要自信。很多时候，不是鱼不想浪漫，而是不好意思和没胆子那么做，你能理解是吧，呵呵。 那么自信的鱼呢？为什么他也不浪漫？ 因为他没有遇到合适的人，因为他善良。 双鱼的爱情大部分是有些被动的。鱼总是轻易的喜欢上一个女孩子（注意，我用的单词是喜欢），然后开始和这个女孩开始交往，然后十有八九，会发现这个女孩不是能给自己完美的爱的女孩（这是肯定的，遇到最合适自己的人哪有那么容易），鱼很现实的知道，他和这个女孩不可能有将来的，2个人能拥有只能是一段回忆。那么对鱼来说，绝大部分的情话都会说不出口，因为鱼自己知道这些话都是骗人的，很多浪漫的举动做不出来，因为鱼不敢让女孩陷的太深，怕分手的那一天女孩太伤心。很多人说处女，金牛的人想的多，其实鱼想的并不比他们少，只不过犹犹豫豫又舍不得的鱼，就算明了的知道和女孩没有将来，也不会点破，只会静静的维持，享受拥有的每一天。但是这样的情况下，鱼的善良就让鱼忍住了很多浪漫的情话和行动。 我这么说是不是显的鱼很高尚？呵呵，没有什么真正高尚的人。鱼能如此的为女孩着想，是因为这么做能让鱼觉得自己很伟大，有一种悲剧式的美感，鱼愿意让自己沉浸在这种自我的意淫中. 当然，这样至少比不顾别人的死活，只图自己开心要好的多是不是？> 所以还是应该为鱼们鼓鼓掌的。 所以，如果有一天，你看到一条浪漫无比的鱼，不要怀疑，他已经认定你们有个美好的未来，他已经知道他不会给你太多的伤心了，那你还犹豫什么？上去拥抱你的幸福吧. 结语：什么样是好的双鱼？ 双鱼有很多缺点，但是大多数都可以原谅。除了2条，懒惰和犹豫。 而双鱼要成为一条好鱼，所需要的东西很简单，事业。 其实不用去提醒鱼们其他的事情了，他们自己都能想明白。只需能保证鱼能稳步进行他们的事业就可以了.一旦鱼用心去赚钱了，那么他肯定能赚到钱。但是这一点很难，真的很难，如果有一天，你看到一条生龙活虎的鱼，千万不要放过，好好的捆住他，很有可能，他会带给你所有的梦想
EMO
sien. 时间快转。我不停的快转。啊！！！
今天不是很好的一天。
我要一个人！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！cibai。
今天不是很好的一天。
我要一个人！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！cibai。
我恨我爱的东西。同时，我却爱着我所痛恨的。
因为世界上没有几个他。
世界上也只有一个我。
所以不是每个人可以像他。
也不是每个人会和我一样。
无敌铁金刚，无敌铁金刚。
吃早餐，真的很rock and roll。
世界上也只有一个我。
所以不是每个人可以像他。
也不是每个人会和我一样。
无敌铁金刚，无敌铁金刚。
吃早餐，真的很rock and roll。
不说了
I care, so much that I didn't tell you, then you never hear again.
and someday, you will hear a different voice.
and someday, you will hear a different voice.
V
"Anonymous" is the name assigned to a poster who does not enter text in to the [Name] field. Anonymous is not a single person, but rather, represents the collective whole of 4chan. He is a god amongst men. Anonymous invented the moon, assassinated former President David Palmer, and is also harder than the hardest metal known to man: diamond. His power level is rumored to be over nine thousand. He currently resides with his auntie and uncle in a town called Bel-Air (however, he is West Philadelphia born and raised). He does not forgive.
stalk
stalk me, woooo...
I'm scared. :)
Don't call me mister, I've got a name.
Don't call me miss, I've got a name.
Don't call me doctor, I've got a name.
Don't call me teacher, I've got a name.
Don't call me lengzai, I've got a name.
Don't call me oi, I've got a name.
Don't call me sister, I've got a name.
Don't call me senior, I've got a name.
Don't call me mistress, I've got a name.
Don't call me friend, I've got a name.
And maybe name is all I got nowadays. A name.
by the way, who am I again? :'(
I'm scared. :)
Don't call me mister, I've got a name.
Don't call me miss, I've got a name.
Don't call me doctor, I've got a name.
Don't call me teacher, I've got a name.
Don't call me lengzai, I've got a name.
Don't call me oi, I've got a name.
Don't call me sister, I've got a name.
Don't call me senior, I've got a name.
Don't call me mistress, I've got a name.
Don't call me friend, I've got a name.
And maybe name is all I got nowadays. A name.
by the way, who am I again? :'(
Fifth of November
If I can't beat you, then I don't get to speak, then the world might as well kill itself.
If I can't beat Muhammad Ali then I can't say he's a freaking giant who has less brain cells than me, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't earn as much as Bill Gates and lose my right to say he's a freaking nerd, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't drink as much as beer as the drunktard next to me, then I should kill myself, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't drive as good as Micheal Schumacher, then I can't say he's really lame driving in Ferrari, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't play football as good as Rooney, then I can't say he's a fucktard who has a lame face, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't be taller than Tom Cruise, then I can't tease him because he's short, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't be as racist as Mahathir, then I can't laugh at those malays chinese or indians, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't be as funny as Kenny Sia or Stephen Chow, then I can't tell a joke, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't live like Paris Hilton, then I don't deserve a life, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't fuck like a bitch, then I can't do a fuck, then you might as well kill me.
If I didn't get 100A+ in my SPM, then I can't be a somebody someday, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't remember as good as a genius(or her), then I can't put anyone into my mind, then you might as well kill me.
If I'm not as handsome as (can't find anyone more handsome) , then I can't act like a lengzai, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't sing as good as David Tao, to comment that his video is soft(which means low in volume, what are you thinking dude?!), don't kill me, please tell me why.
Because saying a video's audio is soft, is a crime nowadays?!
Tell me which part of the constitution states that, I'll be happy to obliged and you can kill me.
and what is the link in it? I'm just saying the audio is soft, and?
Please lah dude, I didn't say I sing as good as he does! and I didn't intend to say that too!
Yes I get annoyed when people "wadever" me.
And be happy I'm not an extremist, not for now.
If I can't beat Muhammad Ali then I can't say he's a freaking giant who has less brain cells than me, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't earn as much as Bill Gates and lose my right to say he's a freaking nerd, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't drink as much as beer as the drunktard next to me, then I should kill myself, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't drive as good as Micheal Schumacher, then I can't say he's really lame driving in Ferrari, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't play football as good as Rooney, then I can't say he's a fucktard who has a lame face, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't be taller than Tom Cruise, then I can't tease him because he's short, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't be as racist as Mahathir, then I can't laugh at those malays chinese or indians, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't be as funny as Kenny Sia or Stephen Chow, then I can't tell a joke, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't live like Paris Hilton, then I don't deserve a life, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't fuck like a bitch, then I can't do a fuck, then you might as well kill me.
If I didn't get 100A+ in my SPM, then I can't be a somebody someday, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't remember as good as a genius(or her), then I can't put anyone into my mind, then you might as well kill me.
If I'm not as handsome as (can't find anyone more handsome) , then I can't act like a lengzai, then you might as well kill me.
If I can't sing as good as David Tao, to comment that his video is soft(which means low in volume, what are you thinking dude?!), don't kill me, please tell me why.
Because saying a video's audio is soft, is a crime nowadays?!
Tell me which part of the constitution states that, I'll be happy to obliged and you can kill me.
and what is the link in it? I'm just saying the audio is soft, and?
Please lah dude, I didn't say I sing as good as he does! and I didn't intend to say that too!
Yes I get annoyed when people "wadever" me.
And be happy I'm not an extremist, not for now.
唯一
because I'm only good at doing that.
that's what I do.
sorry for not being better at others.
Trying hard, I can't say I need time, because time is scarce.
That's what I'm good at.
that's what I do.
But that is not enough.
that's what I do.
sorry for not being better at others.
Trying hard, I can't say I need time, because time is scarce.
That's what I'm good at.
that's what I do.
But that is not enough.
我你他
Because I don't do that.
Just because I don't do that, doesn't mean I can't do that.
Doesn't mean I won't do that.
Doesn't mean I hate doing that.
It's just because I'm bad at doing that.
So when I don't do that, it only means I don't do that.
Just because I don't do that, doesn't mean I can't do that.
Doesn't mean I won't do that.
Doesn't mean I hate doing that.
It's just because I'm bad at doing that.
So when I don't do that, it only means I don't do that.
end
Because getting normal is what I should do.
Emo is not a choice, so I choose not to FB.
because do or die, is also a choice.
In this case, I choose to die.
and if you can't get normal, you don't appear.
Because it hurts to FB. physically, mentally, emotionally and everything else.
I told myself to get hurt as much as I can, so I can endure whatever the pain in future.
but now, i choose to wither away.
Boys will be boys and yes they will.
Emo is not a choice, so I choose not to FB.
because do or die, is also a choice.
In this case, I choose to die.
and if you can't get normal, you don't appear.
Because it hurts to FB. physically, mentally, emotionally and everything else.
I told myself to get hurt as much as I can, so I can endure whatever the pain in future.
but now, i choose to wither away.
Boys will be boys and yes they will.
星期六
今天是妈妈的生日。
我们没有大大的庆祝。
因为在我家，生日没有大不了。
从来没有在家庆祝生日过生日，我。
可是老妈，一定要一点点东西。
I don't need to, but I want to.
今天，尤杯给韩国赢了。
大家看得好紧张。
我也呐喊，大大声喊了出来。
爽。
Just doing what I can.
老豆要去宴会，大哥去陪朋友。
所以我跟二哥跟老妈，去走走。
然后去kfc吃。
好饱。
妈妈应该还Ok，别担心，我们很孝顺。
不是生日才对妈妈好。
过后还会请妈妈到处去吃。
慢慢来，不在乎的是日子。
你是否也像我，一样在想你？
讨厌，又过了12点。
真麻烦。
我们没有大大的庆祝。
因为在我家，生日没有大不了。
从来没有在家庆祝生日过生日，我。
可是老妈，一定要一点点东西。
I don't need to, but I want to.
今天，尤杯给韩国赢了。
大家看得好紧张。
我也呐喊，大大声喊了出来。
爽。
Just doing what I can.
老豆要去宴会，大哥去陪朋友。
所以我跟二哥跟老妈，去走走。
然后去kfc吃。
好饱。
妈妈应该还Ok，别担心，我们很孝顺。
不是生日才对妈妈好。
过后还会请妈妈到处去吃。
慢慢来，不在乎的是日子。
你是否也像我，一样在想你？
讨厌，又过了12点。
真麻烦。
rain
What i thought i will do:
Get back,dry up,shower,settle stuff,dinner.
What i actually did:
Got back,slumped down,slept,woke up,found out haven't dried up,dinner,decided to write this post using my phone.
Get back,dry up,shower,settle stuff,dinner.
What i actually did:
Got back,slumped down,slept,woke up,found out haven't dried up,dinner,decided to write this post using my phone.
Multitasking
Highs and lows.
very highs and very lows.
this is like roller coaster.
but will it be just me?
very highs and very lows.
this is like roller coaster.
but will it be just me?
Nothing's wrong.
Ya, nothing's wrong.
It's ok, you can continue your thing. Nothing's wrong, really.
nothing's wrong at all. Everything is going smoothly.
It's ok, you can continue your thing. Nothing's wrong, really.
Except.....................
YA FUCK!!!!
EXCEPT
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Can we?
♪♫Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting
stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right
now)♫
In the night sky
Are like shooting
stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right
now)♫
Golden
今天做了一天的哑巴。
几乎没有出过任何声音。
为什么？
主要原因是因为我的喉咙沙哑了，而且，不能够发出声音了。
伤得太重，醒来就痛。
第二是，我选择不说话。
柔晶悠说不说话，很像亏待了自己，所以每天要喋喋不休，高谈阔论。
也没有啦，就是，不说话很像不对，所以，就说咯。
如此，我为我自己找了不说话的借口。
不说话的一天如何过呢？
哑子般的生活，其实还ok，不是说很痛苦。
我1.30下午起身，吃过了午餐。
一句话也没说，妈妈也没什么问我，就这样，应该是看电视吧，我就呆到了下午。
过后，死人的生活不可以没了电脑，就开了非死不可，然后解决一些生意，然后就这样开始我的无声日。
网上语言，本来只是文字，更加没有人会发觉我做了哑子。
残酷。也善良。
接着呢？开始了，有人踏进我的无声世界。
老豆会问问题，可是我只是默默点头，或不理他。
他，应该习惯了，哈哈。
然后呢？然后就觉得，我不能发表意见了。
我无法说出心里的话。这也是好事吧。让我自己知道就好，说太多，浮夸！
现在保持安静，就是微微笑，耸耸肩，就让人满意了，认为她自己对了。
她开心，我无所谓，而且本来就应该这样。
说太多改变不了什么～
今天也出现了彩虹。
自闭的我，只是Mei Yi在非死不可Post的时候，我才知道。
我马上往外看，只是望到无边无际的黄色天空。
到处寻找我的烂相机，就冲出去了。
抬头一望，眼前就是彩虹。
好大一条彩虹桥，映在黄色的天空上。
马上按下快门，但是，我差，都不会抓角度。
而且，相机也是那些傻瓜相机，没办法。
有相机，就好了。
想起George Clooney 在 Up In The Air 的一句话，
“photos are for people who can't remember.”
我只是要让你们看到我所看到的，这样而已。
因为，稍纵即逝，朋友一声呼唤，再仰望，天空已经变色了，彩虹消失了。
跟老友走了走，依然保持金口，不吭一声。
比手划脚，然后他给我说笑话，告诉我他要去旅行了。
我有好多东西想告诉他，可是，我沉默了。
因为，来日方长，沉默是现在我选择的语言。
今天我二哥也回来了。
大学，完毕了。功课，搞定了。
等，拍照拿状穿衣庆祝。
回来，给我减少头痛。不要我为他忙～
可是，忙还是好玩的，只是，现在我玩我自己的了。
没关系，来日方长。
他告诉我很多东西，我也想跟他说很多话。
可是，我选择安静。
因为，还有明天，后天，大后天。。。
今天，安静是我的语言，我要第一句话，就像跟她说。
可是，对的有可能也是自己。哈哈哈。
哑子的生活没有很痛苦，但是却要时时沉默，的却不好受。
可是没问题吧，应该可能更幸福。
没有多多意见，多点聆听，人家更喜欢你。
惨，现在又咳嗽了。
今天我不是不能说话，是选择不说话。
因为我说了今天保持沉默，我今天就保持沉默。
End of story.
几乎没有出过任何声音。
为什么？
主要原因是因为我的喉咙沙哑了，而且，不能够发出声音了。
伤得太重，醒来就痛。
第二是，我选择不说话。
柔晶悠说不说话，很像亏待了自己，所以每天要喋喋不休，高谈阔论。
也没有啦，就是，不说话很像不对，所以，就说咯。
如此，我为我自己找了不说话的借口。
不说话的一天如何过呢？
哑子般的生活，其实还ok，不是说很痛苦。
我1.30下午起身，吃过了午餐。
一句话也没说，妈妈也没什么问我，就这样，应该是看电视吧，我就呆到了下午。
过后，死人的生活不可以没了电脑，就开了非死不可，然后解决一些生意，然后就这样开始我的无声日。
网上语言，本来只是文字，更加没有人会发觉我做了哑子。
残酷。也善良。
接着呢？开始了，有人踏进我的无声世界。
老豆会问问题，可是我只是默默点头，或不理他。
他，应该习惯了，哈哈。
然后呢？然后就觉得，我不能发表意见了。
我无法说出心里的话。这也是好事吧。让我自己知道就好，说太多，浮夸！
现在保持安静，就是微微笑，耸耸肩，就让人满意了，认为她自己对了。
她开心，我无所谓，而且本来就应该这样。
说太多改变不了什么～
今天也出现了彩虹。
自闭的我，只是Mei Yi在非死不可Post的时候，我才知道。
我马上往外看，只是望到无边无际的黄色天空。
到处寻找我的烂相机，就冲出去了。
抬头一望，眼前就是彩虹。
好大一条彩虹桥，映在黄色的天空上。
马上按下快门，但是，我差，都不会抓角度。
而且，相机也是那些傻瓜相机，没办法。
有相机，就好了。
想起George Clooney 在 Up In The Air 的一句话，
“photos are for people who can't remember.”
我只是要让你们看到我所看到的，这样而已。
因为，稍纵即逝，朋友一声呼唤，再仰望，天空已经变色了，彩虹消失了。
跟老友走了走，依然保持金口，不吭一声。
比手划脚，然后他给我说笑话，告诉我他要去旅行了。
我有好多东西想告诉他，可是，我沉默了。
因为，来日方长，沉默是现在我选择的语言。
今天我二哥也回来了。
大学，完毕了。功课，搞定了。
等，拍照拿状穿衣庆祝。
回来，给我减少头痛。不要我为他忙～
可是，忙还是好玩的，只是，现在我玩我自己的了。
没关系，来日方长。
他告诉我很多东西，我也想跟他说很多话。
可是，我选择安静。
因为，还有明天，后天，大后天。。。
今天，安静是我的语言，我要第一句话，就像跟她说。
可是，对的有可能也是自己。哈哈哈。
哑子的生活没有很痛苦，但是却要时时沉默，的却不好受。
可是没问题吧，应该可能更幸福。
没有多多意见，多点聆听，人家更喜欢你。
惨，现在又咳嗽了。
今天我不是不能说话，是选择不说话。
因为我说了今天保持沉默，我今天就保持沉默。
End of story.
明天的我，回复正常，别怪我沙哑，我只是努力的说给你听。
法客
Why do I fuck you and you don't know it?
Because you deserve it.
Fuck you!
ps: If I say fuck you to you, it doesn't mean so. If I say fuck you and you don't know and I say it when I'm alone and you never know it, then FUCK you!!!!!!!!
Because you deserve it.
Fuck you!
ps: If I say fuck you to you, it doesn't mean so. If I say fuck you and you don't know and I say it when I'm alone and you never know it, then FUCK you!!!!!!!!
Sarcastic
I can be very very very sarcastic, please don't make me turn on that mode.
You will be very very very annoyed. And I don't want to annoy anyone, anyone at all.
I like a happy relationship with everyone, I know it's impossible.
But I'm trying. Gave up on some, but not totally.
DO NOT MAKE ME TURN ON MY SARCASTIC MODE.
I will be so annoying, you'll hate having me as a friend.
Well, maybe you don't know me.
Never see me before in your whole life.
But, I still don't want to annoy you.
So, don't make me do so.
I DON'T DO SPOON FEEDING. PLEASE READ THE FUCKING THING.
You will be very very very annoyed. And I don't want to annoy anyone, anyone at all.
I like a happy relationship with everyone, I know it's impossible.
But I'm trying. Gave up on some, but not totally.
DO NOT MAKE ME TURN ON MY SARCASTIC MODE.
I will be so annoying, you'll hate having me as a friend.
Well, maybe you don't know me.
Never see me before in your whole life.
But, I still don't want to annoy you.
So, don't make me do so.
I DON'T DO SPOON FEEDING. PLEASE READ THE FUCKING THING.
Conditioner
First time in my life that I think my hair is turning better after applying conditioner.
kena bomb.
kena bomb.
A day in history, a day in my life.
*paiseh la lame english, pardon my grammar mistakes*
Life's kinda less stress(not stressless) nowadays, after graduation.
Worked for 2 and a half months, and there goes my time. earned a little bit of money, which I will spend it all even before my plans for further education.
SPM result is out, and TGI ok. For those who couldn't get what they aimed for, you still have a long journey to go. It is not the end, it is just the beginning of another path, maybe a surprising path you never thought of. Wishing everyone good luck and all the best in future.
And guess what? I wanna continue bragging about how great we were, the prom committees.
We had a more than enjoyable night at TGI Fridays.
No regrets going there, its a good place with nice foods. Was worried we'll overbudget, but in the end its ngam ngam hor. Enough to cover everyone, and a little bit more for a couple bottle of beers. (thanks zhensern for the recommendation!)
How awesome were we?
We started this whole prom idea thingy around June or July, but the idea sparked around mid of May(if my memories serve me right). We chui sui at mamaks, continued hallucinating in school.
Out of a sudden, I thought of making it a reality. Why? At first, it's because I wanted to do something big, something to remember, something to be proud of. There's really not much that I can be proud of in the school. So, why not this one? Why not do something everyone is interested in? Well, maybe not everyone, but hell I know I can get a crowd!
Who first to discuss with for this grand project? Who else but my buddies at school. They are real titans, real leaders and true friends. CheeTeck says its do-able, KimTat says achievable, WeiKing says no problem la I can easily get the crowd for you~, WeiChieh and JiaYap says the teh tarik in mamak is quite good!
1st general meeting!(more like messing around). Boys are no good at remembering dates, don't ask me when is it. Its historical, I know. For this, special thank you to KimTat for lending his house for our rendezvous, total crucial part for infant stage of this remarkable event. And also thank you very much auntie for letting us stay, brag, laugh and do all sorts of noise in the house. And warm welcomes, and also opinions, views on everything.
All went off kinda skeptical, even me. I thought we're gonna give up after wasting some time, doing some shit. But no, we hell did not! What made us(or particular me,lol) go so insane and decided to "show hand"? That's where pride kicks in.
We saw, like, a lot of schools doing prom. And they have like, fancy blogs, great sponsors and response, and also good management. I don't like losing, so I thought, we can do the same! Maybe even better!
And then there's the recruitment. My aim? to gather EVERY TITANS in school, and manage them to get the best result I can.
AND THEN! there's the conflict. and disagreement. ChoonYi and Desiree and KaiSern and S2 them started saying prom is impractical, better if we make it a party like makan makan, and hang out.
Thought of it for like, a couple of days, can't take it. Prom is what I want, what the majority wants. Although its far-fetch, we like doing the impossible.
Recruitment is hard too, but still OK compared to others. About all tribes of the school are involved, when I include most of the tribe leaders into the committee. What makes someone more committed than involving them and making them a part of the team?
It sounds like an evil scheme or something, but my motto is for the better. LOL.
Who DOESN'T WANT in in something this big? this memorable?
And so we began. all the chit chat and water blowing. and then the brainstorming and the blog design and restructuring and theme vote and publicity.
Keep in mind, we have trials in one weeks time and SPM in 3 MONTH'S TIME.
designs and everything, we asked for help, then we went back to square one, after that money money money. How much should we charge them? How much are other schools charging? How should we go with the ticket selling? lots and lots of confusion, discussion, confusion then discussion again, after that we made up our mind. Voting seems to be the way for titans.lol. Well, I got back control after 3 weeks of ticket selling. Hehe. The same for hotel picking.
Hmm, what else? well, the hard thing is the selling. How do we promote our stingy chonghwa-ians to come to a luxury prom night at a 5-star hotel? with a not cheap ticket price too. Thanks to everyone doing a great job inviting others to come, and our dear titans non stop publicity with the students. In the few weeks before the end of ticket selling, I even went to every class, one by one and talked to the whole class. IMMA GOOD SALESMAN.lol, let me brag la pls, shoot me in the comment section lo. LOL.
facebook is one of the main tunnel for publicity. And then with our 3l33t skillz we managed to get people to post our flyer to their blog, increasing exposure. But mouth-to-mouth promotion is the best, and that's the reason for the recruitment of tribe leaders. They really make a difference.
And then life goes on. and before we can say "FXCK", the tickets are reaching our expectations. The whole planning seems to be going really OK.
And then, I got a call, to see Puan Linet. She asks, if we(WeiKing with me that time) have anything to tell her. Well, I told her we're having a personal party, and we don't fuck the school. She says, don't put me in deep shit. I say, its the wall of fame, not the longkang of shit.
And guess what, our dear principal at that time, Puan Lau asked me to talk to here during an assembly. She told me I was stupid, insane and reckless. I listen to none, and I was nodding in DISagreement. And hey, she gave us free publicity by going up stage, telling that some students(us, for those slowpokes) are doing some stupid shit that will get girls raped and guys drugged. Warned us not to join. And hell, some don't even know that she's talking about us.
We take it real good as free publicity, but everyone was worried that time, except me. Maybe a little, but not to say we'll fall with a few shit talks.
So we went on with the tickets(kinda nice) and promotion, even before, during and after exams and everything. Matters with the hotels are still good and cool, we managed to settle it nice with affordable price. ZhenSern takes credit for this part. We even secured 2 VIP parking spaces and 1 Day Room at the hotel.
Everyone was hyped when the date is getting nearer. Me? i'm getting nervous and my hands are not trembling la, but a bit sweaty lo. Not because of the huge sum of cash involved, but the crowd that expects a lot from us. And we didn't disappoint them.
Every attendees spent a lot of time and cash for that particular day, looking graceful and high class and *kaching kaching* was out for *bling bling* attires.
Not going to describe that night, if you missed it, too bad! MWAHAHAHAHAHA.
There's more to improve, and we definitely could have done better. but overall, I give us 9.9 on a scale of 1-10. THAT'S FOR BEING BOLD AND BELIEVE IN THE UNBELIEVABLE.
I'm very very very proud of the committee, being so faithful(some) from start til end. We know we can do it, and we stick to the plan. We don't give up.
And we're so good, we have extra $$$ for a reunion dinner for every titans, and it was tonight.
Simply awesome. its at TGI Friday.
No regrets. I thought we'll be doomed as the budget is limited, but in the end, we had a great night with nice food and a whole lot of chit chat.
Although this is not like world class awesome, but I'm so happy that we finished what we aimed for, and we've achieved more than we can think of.
And nope, we don't have anyone getting pregnant after prom, or anyone being kidnapped.
(so don't worry la Puan Linet, we're 18 for god's sake!)
and the credits(cue music):
COMMITTEE LIST
Loh Hong Khai- for being me. LOL.
Koh Chee Teck- for helping out with everything, start til end. Great help, awesome guy.
Ong Kim Tat- for the rendezvous, and the blog.
Chen Wei King- for assuring me that ticket sales will be no problem, and it really was.
Seow Zhen Sern- for telling me to chill, and calm ideas during thunderstorms.
Tan Pinky- for doing your best at ticket sales, and also hotel filter.
Lum Chui Ying- for outstanding ticket sales, and remarkable promoting.
Ts'ng Ming Jian- for giving a helping hand when we need it the most.
Tang Li Wern- for not giving up even after I rejected your designs, and willingness to give.
Tee Chiew Yen- for bright ideas, and good publicity.
Lim Jia Yap- for willingness of publicity, and making some drama out of it. LOL.
Teoh Wei Chieh- for being a prompt secretary.
Ng Chai Wen- for being a great help for sponsors, and supporting all the way.
Wong Tze Ying- for lending your hand and communication skills, and also promotion.
Tieu Kai Sern- for your writings, and aspiration.
Chung Chee Fai- for being a friend, and willing to help out designing even when you're not free.
Chong Tong Yaw- for willing to participate, and be a helping hand.
Siew Yee Ching- for programmes and DJs, and also singers. for bringing life out of the prom.
Lee Choon Yi- for the annoying remarks and discouragements, which I appreciate it.
Tan Hui Yen- for contributing opinions, and also promotion.
Desiree Koh Yean Nie- for brainstorming ideas, and being one of the few first involved.
WE ARE FUCKING AWESOME.
signing off.
LOH HONG KHAI
*WHEN IN DOUBT, JUST DO IT.*
not applicable for sex.
Life's kinda less stress(not stressless) nowadays, after graduation.
Worked for 2 and a half months, and there goes my time. earned a little bit of money, which I will spend it all even before my plans for further education.
SPM result is out, and TGI ok. For those who couldn't get what they aimed for, you still have a long journey to go. It is not the end, it is just the beginning of another path, maybe a surprising path you never thought of. Wishing everyone good luck and all the best in future.
And guess what? I wanna continue bragging about how great we were, the prom committees.
We had a more than enjoyable night at TGI Fridays.
No regrets going there, its a good place with nice foods. Was worried we'll overbudget, but in the end its ngam ngam hor. Enough to cover everyone, and a little bit more for a couple bottle of beers. (thanks zhensern for the recommendation!)
How awesome were we?
We started this whole prom idea thingy around June or July, but the idea sparked around mid of May(if my memories serve me right). We chui sui at mamaks, continued hallucinating in school.
Out of a sudden, I thought of making it a reality. Why? At first, it's because I wanted to do something big, something to remember, something to be proud of. There's really not much that I can be proud of in the school. So, why not this one? Why not do something everyone is interested in? Well, maybe not everyone, but hell I know I can get a crowd!
Who first to discuss with for this grand project? Who else but my buddies at school. They are real titans, real leaders and true friends. CheeTeck says its do-able, KimTat says achievable, WeiKing says no problem la I can easily get the crowd for you~, WeiChieh and JiaYap says the teh tarik in mamak is quite good!
1st general meeting!(more like messing around). Boys are no good at remembering dates, don't ask me when is it. Its historical, I know. For this, special thank you to KimTat for lending his house for our rendezvous, total crucial part for infant stage of this remarkable event. And also thank you very much auntie for letting us stay, brag, laugh and do all sorts of noise in the house. And warm welcomes, and also opinions, views on everything.
All went off kinda skeptical, even me. I thought we're gonna give up after wasting some time, doing some shit. But no, we hell did not! What made us(or particular me,lol) go so insane and decided to "show hand"? That's where pride kicks in.
We saw, like, a lot of schools doing prom. And they have like, fancy blogs, great sponsors and response, and also good management. I don't like losing, so I thought, we can do the same! Maybe even better!
And then there's the recruitment. My aim? to gather EVERY TITANS in school, and manage them to get the best result I can.
AND THEN! there's the conflict. and disagreement. ChoonYi and Desiree and KaiSern and S2 them started saying prom is impractical, better if we make it a party like makan makan, and hang out.
Thought of it for like, a couple of days, can't take it. Prom is what I want, what the majority wants. Although its far-fetch, we like doing the impossible.
Recruitment is hard too, but still OK compared to others. About all tribes of the school are involved, when I include most of the tribe leaders into the committee. What makes someone more committed than involving them and making them a part of the team?
It sounds like an evil scheme or something, but my motto is for the better. LOL.
Who DOESN'T WANT in in something this big? this memorable?
And so we began. all the chit chat and water blowing. and then the brainstorming and the blog design and restructuring and theme vote and publicity.
Keep in mind, we have trials in one weeks time and SPM in 3 MONTH'S TIME.
designs and everything, we asked for help, then we went back to square one, after that money money money. How much should we charge them? How much are other schools charging? How should we go with the ticket selling? lots and lots of confusion, discussion, confusion then discussion again, after that we made up our mind. Voting seems to be the way for titans.lol. Well, I got back control after 3 weeks of ticket selling. Hehe. The same for hotel picking.
Hmm, what else? well, the hard thing is the selling. How do we promote our stingy chonghwa-ians to come to a luxury prom night at a 5-star hotel? with a not cheap ticket price too. Thanks to everyone doing a great job inviting others to come, and our dear titans non stop publicity with the students. In the few weeks before the end of ticket selling, I even went to every class, one by one and talked to the whole class. IMMA GOOD SALESMAN.lol, let me brag la pls, shoot me in the comment section lo. LOL.
facebook is one of the main tunnel for publicity. And then with our 3l33t skillz we managed to get people to post our flyer to their blog, increasing exposure. But mouth-to-mouth promotion is the best, and that's the reason for the recruitment of tribe leaders. They really make a difference.
And then life goes on. and before we can say "FXCK", the tickets are reaching our expectations. The whole planning seems to be going really OK.
And then, I got a call, to see Puan Linet. She asks, if we(WeiKing with me that time) have anything to tell her. Well, I told her we're having a personal party, and we don't fuck the school. She says, don't put me in deep shit. I say, its the wall of fame, not the longkang of shit.
And guess what, our dear principal at that time, Puan Lau asked me to talk to here during an assembly. She told me I was stupid, insane and reckless. I listen to none, and I was nodding in DISagreement. And hey, she gave us free publicity by going up stage, telling that some students(us, for those slowpokes) are doing some stupid shit that will get girls raped and guys drugged. Warned us not to join. And hell, some don't even know that she's talking about us.
We take it real good as free publicity, but everyone was worried that time, except me. Maybe a little, but not to say we'll fall with a few shit talks.
So we went on with the tickets(kinda nice) and promotion, even before, during and after exams and everything. Matters with the hotels are still good and cool, we managed to settle it nice with affordable price. ZhenSern takes credit for this part. We even secured 2 VIP parking spaces and 1 Day Room at the hotel.
Everyone was hyped when the date is getting nearer. Me? i'm getting nervous and my hands are not trembling la, but a bit sweaty lo. Not because of the huge sum of cash involved, but the crowd that expects a lot from us. And we didn't disappoint them.
Every attendees spent a lot of time and cash for that particular day, looking graceful and high class and *kaching kaching* was out for *bling bling* attires.
Not going to describe that night, if you missed it, too bad! MWAHAHAHAHAHA.
There's more to improve, and we definitely could have done better. but overall, I give us 9.9 on a scale of 1-10. THAT'S FOR BEING BOLD AND BELIEVE IN THE UNBELIEVABLE.
I'm very very very proud of the committee, being so faithful(some) from start til end. We know we can do it, and we stick to the plan. We don't give up.
And we're so good, we have extra $$$ for a reunion dinner for every titans, and it was tonight.
Simply awesome. its at TGI Friday.
No regrets. I thought we'll be doomed as the budget is limited, but in the end, we had a great night with nice food and a whole lot of chit chat.
Although this is not like world class awesome, but I'm so happy that we finished what we aimed for, and we've achieved more than we can think of.
And nope, we don't have anyone getting pregnant after prom, or anyone being kidnapped.
(so don't worry la Puan Linet, we're 18 for god's sake!)
and the credits(cue music):
COMMITTEE LIST
Loh Hong Khai- for being me. LOL.
Koh Chee Teck- for helping out with everything, start til end. Great help, awesome guy.
Ong Kim Tat- for the rendezvous, and the blog.
Chen Wei King- for assuring me that ticket sales will be no problem, and it really was.
Seow Zhen Sern- for telling me to chill, and calm ideas during thunderstorms.
Tan Pinky- for doing your best at ticket sales, and also hotel filter.
Lum Chui Ying- for outstanding ticket sales, and remarkable promoting.
Ts'ng Ming Jian- for giving a helping hand when we need it the most.
Tang Li Wern- for not giving up even after I rejected your designs, and willingness to give.
Tee Chiew Yen- for bright ideas, and good publicity.
Lim Jia Yap- for willingness of publicity, and making some drama out of it. LOL.
Teoh Wei Chieh- for being a prompt secretary.
Ng Chai Wen- for being a great help for sponsors, and supporting all the way.
Wong Tze Ying- for lending your hand and communication skills, and also promotion.
Tieu Kai Sern- for your writings, and aspiration.
Chung Chee Fai- for being a friend, and willing to help out designing even when you're not free.
Chong Tong Yaw- for willing to participate, and be a helping hand.
Siew Yee Ching- for programmes and DJs, and also singers. for bringing life out of the prom.
Lee Choon Yi- for the annoying remarks and discouragements, which I appreciate it.
Tan Hui Yen- for contributing opinions, and also promotion.
Desiree Koh Yean Nie- for brainstorming ideas, and being one of the few first involved.
WE ARE FUCKING AWESOME.
signing off.
LOH HONG KHAI
*WHEN IN DOUBT, JUST DO IT.*
not applicable for sex.
gay
Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
Then look a bit harder
'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired
Of all the hatred you harbor
So you say it's not okay to be gay
Well, I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch
Do you get, do you get a little kick
Out of being small minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval you're after
Well, that's not how you find it
Do you, do you really enjoy
Living a life that's so hateful?
'Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you
You say you think we need to go to war
Well, you're already in one
'Cause it's people like you that need to get slew
No one wants your opinion
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Then look a bit harder
'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired
Of all the hatred you harbor
So you say it's not okay to be gay
Well, I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch
Do you get, do you get a little kick
Out of being small minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval you're after
Well, that's not how you find it
Do you, do you really enjoy
Living a life that's so hateful?
'Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you
You say you think we need to go to war
Well, you're already in one
'Cause it's people like you that need to get slew
No one wants your opinion
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
无题
他妈的工作地点。
他妈的工作环境。
他妈的工作伙伴。
他妈的工作时间。
他妈的情绪低落。
他妈的无方向感。
他妈的日子来到。
他妈的事情发生。
他妈的无故破财。
他妈的无故失联。
他妈的无故被骂。
他妈的疲惫身子。
这些他妈的日子，看来还有很长一段时间。
我很他妈的讨厌。
他妈的。
他妈的工作环境。
他妈的工作伙伴。
他妈的工作时间。
他妈的情绪低落。
他妈的无方向感。
他妈的日子来到。
他妈的事情发生。
他妈的无故破财。
他妈的无故失联。
他妈的无故被骂。
他妈的疲惫身子。
这些他妈的日子，看来还有很长一段时间。
我很他妈的讨厌。
他妈的。
闷坏的胸口
我很胆小。
我害怕。
我担心。
但是我逞强。
也不算逞强。
只是我给人的观念，是不可以输。
因为我就是不可以输。
所以我怕输。
惨。
输的日子越来越多。
越来越靠近。
我只有输，所以只会更害怕。
我害怕无助。
我害怕无力。
你知道心悬空的感觉是怎样的吗？
如果真的有这样的感觉，我应该现在是如此吧。
你知道没有动心的感觉是怎样的吗？
如果真的有这样的感觉，我应该现在是如此吧。
你知道没有呼吸的感觉是怎样的吗？
如果真的有这样的感觉，我应该现在是如此吧。
你知道彻底跌入谷底的感觉是怎样的吗？
如果真的有这样的感觉，我应该现在是如此吧。
只有自己知自己事。
没有人知，没有人理会。
因为。我也不知道。
不知道的事情真多。
你为什么要这样呢？
我不知道。
生日。
生日让我尝试失败。
我讨厌失败。
我开始有点越来越不喜欢生日。
我需要依靠。
海岸没有依靠。
海浪很残忍，只有不断给我打击，让我成长。
有时，我要休息。
让人呐喊，呐喊后却忘了我的存在。
我真的只是短暂的存在。
心放空了，寂寞好了。
讨厌自己的无能。
你在哪里？
我害怕。
我担心。
但是我逞强。
也不算逞强。
只是我给人的观念，是不可以输。
因为我就是不可以输。
所以我怕输。
惨。
输的日子越来越多。
越来越靠近。
我只有输，所以只会更害怕。
我害怕无助。
我害怕无力。
你知道心悬空的感觉是怎样的吗？
如果真的有这样的感觉，我应该现在是如此吧。
你知道没有动心的感觉是怎样的吗？
如果真的有这样的感觉，我应该现在是如此吧。
你知道没有呼吸的感觉是怎样的吗？
如果真的有这样的感觉，我应该现在是如此吧。
你知道彻底跌入谷底的感觉是怎样的吗？
如果真的有这样的感觉，我应该现在是如此吧。
只有自己知自己事。
没有人知，没有人理会。
因为。我也不知道。
不知道的事情真多。
你为什么要这样呢？
我不知道。
生日。
生日让我尝试失败。
我讨厌失败。
我开始有点越来越不喜欢生日。
我需要依靠。
海岸没有依靠。
海浪很残忍，只有不断给我打击，让我成长。
有时，我要休息。
让人呐喊，呐喊后却忘了我的存在。
我真的只是短暂的存在。
心放空了，寂寞好了。
讨厌自己的无能。
你在哪里？
something to blog about.
well, prom seems like something good to blog about.
our proud king, mr seow is blogging bout it.
i'm not following him.
well.
i'm just. you know.
doing some blogging.
its called idea sharing. hehe.
hmm, he's doing it chronologically.
seems good enough.
my feeling is?
starts:
boring
bragging
more bragging
ideas sparked
skeptical
excited
petrified
nervous
ashamed
sleepy
disturbed
ignored
determined
OMG ITS SO SCARY
rich
poor
rush hour 5: when exams is everything
do or die
worried
disappointed(not really)
HALLELUJAH WE ARE FUCKING AWESOME.
will talk more bout our awesomeness when i'm free.
our proud king, mr seow is blogging bout it.
i'm not following him.
well.
i'm just. you know.
doing some blogging.
its called idea sharing. hehe.
hmm, he's doing it chronologically.
seems good enough.
my feeling is?
starts:
boring
bragging
more bragging
ideas sparked
skeptical
excited
petrified
nervous
ashamed
sleepy
disturbed
ignored
determined
OMG ITS SO SCARY
rich
poor
rush hour 5: when exams is everything
do or die
worried
disappointed(not really)
HALLELUJAH WE ARE FUCKING AWESOME.
will talk more bout our awesomeness when i'm free.
十大不交女朋友的理由
*欢迎转载，但请记得连接到我的部落格哦！我是原创，嘿嘿*
常用版=我不够帅没有人要啦！
乖仔版=妈妈说读书的时候不要交女朋友
实际版=自己都养不活了怎么养女朋友？
宅男版=女生很麻烦，我爱漫画电脑！
体贴版=我没有宽阔的胸膛，女生没有安全感
无厘头版=色既是空，空既是色
自恋版=太多女生追我了，不懂选哪个好！
工作狂版=做工没时间交女朋友
无情版=我认识的女生都不美
绝望版=女生有什么好稀罕的！我才不要！
真实版=
常用版=我不够帅没有人要啦！
乖仔版=妈妈说读书的时候不要交女朋友
实际版=自己都养不活了怎么养女朋友？
宅男版=女生很麻烦，我爱漫画电脑！
体贴版=我没有宽阔的胸膛，女生没有安全感
无厘头版=色既是空，空既是色
自恋版=太多女生追我了，不懂选哪个好！
工作狂版=做工没时间交女朋友
无情版=我认识的女生都不美
绝望版=女生有什么好稀罕的！我才不要！
真实版=
大多数事
有些事
不是你邀请，人家就会去
有些事
不是你要，就伸手可得
有些事
不是你说，别人就会听
有些事
不是做好，就是完美
有些事
不是好胜，就一定会赢
有些事
不是说好，就会蜕现
有些事
不是坚持，就会成功
有些事
不是努力，就会硕果
有些事
不是刻意，而是偶然
有些事
在掀开新一季的日历之际，也踏出了全新的足印
爱上有些事，却有时似有若无
静观其变的，看到另类的体验
是灵的升华
在陈毅那里看到的。
同样的体验。
我，还没有升华。
confidence
confidence, people say they lose it.
people say they have lots of it.
people say others have too much.
Me? I'll find mine whenever I need it.
some other time, they oozes out when they want to.
Confidence in anything, I have.
I believe I can do anything, and if I do not have enough confidence, I'll just pump it and everything will be OK.
except 1 thing.
people say they have lots of it.
people say others have too much.
Me? I'll find mine whenever I need it.
some other time, they oozes out when they want to.
Confidence in anything, I have.
I believe I can do anything, and if I do not have enough confidence, I'll just pump it and everything will be OK.
except 1 thing.
Boring
去年今天，我还在犹豫，还在担心，还在忐忑，还在怨恨，还在努力地把自己想要做好的东西做到完美。
去年今天，我还是幼稚，还是单纯，还是无知，还是胆怯，还是依然那样的傻乎乎以为努力始终有回报。
去年今天，我在期待，在徘徊，在等待，在让心灵的伤变成记忆，变成免疫。
我中学小学11年读书生涯，非常非常非常充实。
我遇上了我很好很好很好的朋友，很珍惜很珍惜很珍惜的情谊，很珍贵很珍贵很珍贵的记忆。
谢谢生命给我机会，让我尝试那一点点的与众不同。
做不到最好，也做不到没有遗憾。只有做到让自己不会埋怨自己就好。
贪心的我，我还要让生命非常非常非常非常非常非常非常x1000000000 倍的充实。
前面的路，看来要一个人走了。
很多声音，很多闪烁的灯光。
慢慢走，我不能慢慢走。
走太快，怕错失太多，容易跌倒。
我害怕迟到，更害怕找不到，所以只有一只走一直走。
我会回头，因为我要扶着人一起走，我喜欢跟在我后面的人有安全感。
这样，让我也有安全感。
我不怕跌倒，但是有人会为我的跌倒而伤心。
我不跑，就来不及。跑太快，就遍体鳞伤。
我要跑，我要跑，就算气喘，我也要跑。
朋友，对不起，相信我，我一定会回来带你们的。
也许，你已经不需要我带，而且跑在我前面了，对吗？
choices choices choices, I love them I hate them.
they make you indecisive, they make you go for the extreme.
I gotta move fast. I have to move fast. I do not hate to be slow.
I just want to get in front.
I just need to be in front.
I'm not that tall. I gotta go far. So far that I can see everything.
Everything I need to see.
And I want to see it before anyone does.
that's why I like to do the impossible.
Well, not the impossible impossible.
its the possible but yet so impossible, because no one's doing it.
Thank you my friend, for making the impossible possible.
And making me proud of myself, proud of you guys, and proud to be someone somewhere down the memory lane.
I would like to do more, have more, see more, experience more, love more.
some kit kat sometimes is fine too. but not too much.
Btw, I have to say sorry. sorry for not getting what I promised, sorry to make you feel angry or disappointed. I'm trying my best to juggle everything, please let me continue juggling.
I cannot do one thing at a time, I do not have the time.
I have no right to snatch away your chance to enjoy that opportunity, it is avoidable.
I'm just, sorry.
sorry, I can't do that just yet. I still need more training.
sorry, I hope I can satisfy everyone. Bear with me, I'm sure you already are.
Sorry I like to screw your life, I didn't know I'm doing it. Please, tell me if I am.
new year wish: Dude, I sure wish I have xyz ray vision.
*infected with zhensern's emoness.
去年今天，我还是幼稚，还是单纯，还是无知，还是胆怯，还是依然那样的傻乎乎以为努力始终有回报。
去年今天，我在期待，在徘徊，在等待，在让心灵的伤变成记忆，变成免疫。
我中学小学11年读书生涯，非常非常非常充实。
我遇上了我很好很好很好的朋友，很珍惜很珍惜很珍惜的情谊，很珍贵很珍贵很珍贵的记忆。
谢谢生命给我机会，让我尝试那一点点的与众不同。
做不到最好，也做不到没有遗憾。只有做到让自己不会埋怨自己就好。
贪心的我，我还要让生命非常非常非常非常非常非常非常x1000000000 倍的充实。
前面的路，看来要一个人走了。
很多声音，很多闪烁的灯光。
慢慢走，我不能慢慢走。
走太快，怕错失太多，容易跌倒。
我害怕迟到，更害怕找不到，所以只有一只走一直走。
我会回头，因为我要扶着人一起走，我喜欢跟在我后面的人有安全感。
这样，让我也有安全感。
我不怕跌倒，但是有人会为我的跌倒而伤心。
我不跑，就来不及。跑太快，就遍体鳞伤。
我要跑，我要跑，就算气喘，我也要跑。
朋友，对不起，相信我，我一定会回来带你们的。
也许，你已经不需要我带，而且跑在我前面了，对吗？
choices choices choices, I love them I hate them.
they make you indecisive, they make you go for the extreme.
I gotta move fast. I have to move fast. I do not hate to be slow.
I just want to get in front.
I just need to be in front.
I'm not that tall. I gotta go far. So far that I can see everything.
Everything I need to see.
And I want to see it before anyone does.
that's why I like to do the impossible.
Well, not the impossible impossible.
its the possible but yet so impossible, because no one's doing it.
Thank you my friend, for making the impossible possible.
And making me proud of myself, proud of you guys, and proud to be someone somewhere down the memory lane.
I would like to do more, have more, see more, experience more, love more.
some kit kat sometimes is fine too. but not too much.
Btw, I have to say sorry. sorry for not getting what I promised, sorry to make you feel angry or disappointed. I'm trying my best to juggle everything, please let me continue juggling.
I cannot do one thing at a time, I do not have the time.
I have no right to snatch away your chance to enjoy that opportunity, it is avoidable.
I'm just, sorry.
sorry, I can't do that just yet. I still need more training.
sorry, I hope I can satisfy everyone. Bear with me, I'm sure you already are.
Sorry I like to screw your life, I didn't know I'm doing it. Please, tell me if I am.
new year wish: Dude, I sure wish I have xyz ray vision.
*infected with zhensern's emoness.
