对不起!!!

对不起! 大大个对不起!!
非常非常抱歉,我这么久没有联络你们,现在才阅读你们的部落格,发现发生了很多事。
我多么希望大家都好好的,大家还是我以前认识的一样。
但是时间把大家都摧残了。我也是。
对不起!
我变得很懒很懒。为什么呢?
懒得读书,心有余而力不足。为什么?!!
我真的退步了很多很多。我以为我还是那样,但看见大家已在前头远方,愕然发现,自己还在原地踏步。看见许多人在与我一样的步伐前进,就天真的以为,我没有被遗漏。
我,跑得太慢了。气,也变得好喘,好喘。

-也许你比许多人好,但这却不代表你很成功。也许你是身边的佼佼者,但很可能是外面一个最不起眼的东西!
出淤泥而不染。说比做真的,容易好多倍。

健康真的很重要。你们要保重身体。
对于发生不幸的事的朋友,你要坚强。也许说真的很容易,但一定要做到。
你要努力。我们都是凡人,但我知道,你不是普通的一个人。
我跟你很相像,所以和你很投机。
你做的决定也跟我差不多一样,挫折和烦恼却比我还多。
但我衷心希望你与你家人一切安好。你比我,真的更需要坚强。
记得,冬天过去了,春天就不远了。

我真的,真的很想你们。
时间,就是那么的残忍。
人生,就是这么的不可预测。
幸福,就是瞬间既失。

I am truly sorry to become so ignorant about life, and the biggest mistake is to let time pass and not care about you guys more often.
Things had happened, and I am sorry I was not a part of it.
It was til I read your blogs that I realize, how much I've missed.
I am truly, deeply sorry for not concerning more about you, and didn't call u as often as one good friend should have.

I became a big skinny lazy bug. Why am I unable to lift my spirits, to gain the strength to pull myself up?
why am I, being so miserable in all of the time, which needs me to be at my best?
I was so ignorant to believe that, I am still ahead of others.
I believe I am never stupid, just ignorant and arrogant.
maybe at some point where the people around you are moving the same pace as you, you thought everything is going at the same speed, and you will not be miss out.
But in the cruel hard reality, people have been speeding and was so damn far ahead of you.
and I am ashamed of myself.

talks are cheap. they indeed are.
being true to yourself when u all in a pond of downfall, is easier said than done.

All and all, I wish the best of health of you guys.
Your health is more important than anything, so take care and be nice to yourself.
Don't stress yourself and don't make life sad.
although I know, my friend, things had been going against you, for a long time.
Be tough, be strong, and be happy.
I know saying it is easy for me, but I truely hope that you can live up to it.
I know because you are about the same as me.
We have same dreams, same hopes, and we often make the same kind of decisions.
We are so in tune, we are best friends indeed.
And I hope you still think that too.

I really , really miss you guys.
Time is cruel. Time waits for no man.
Life's a bitch. It's so unpredictable and be optimistic is the only solution.
Happiness is never forever. Grab it while you still can.


Tan Yee, Take Care

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