Ya, It Sucks, Big Time

Yes, It sucks.
I know.
Sometimes, when u do nothing, people take you for granted.
Because sometimes, doing nothing means giving up.
And giving up is shit, because I don't give up.
So, people have the wrong perception on me.

Now, I really don't gives a shit.

Because life is about giving shit sometimes, and not on the others.
So I care when I like to, do things when I want to, and shits when I feel like it.
Why? Because I can. And because "Just do it" and "Impossible is nothing".
Why follow others? Why go with others, when others are leading you the wrong way?
Well, I know why I go with others. I go, because I care. Wrong way is still a way, and I don't mind walking. Because I walk with a friend.

The line of friend is thin. A good friend, your best friend, or just a passerby of your life.
I know all, and I can identify them.
So, I am still happy. Because I know, I still have my good friends, best friends, not far away.
Some not around the corner, but just a few steps from my heart.





So, who gives a shit?

angry bar: 8/10

火上心头的错误。

对不起！对不起！
原谅我好吗？
真的很对不起啦！～
我不是故意的～
下次我一定乖乖听你的～！
对不起嘛～
sorry !~
你要我如何赔賞呢。。
对不起啦，我给你我一天24 小时的时间当赔賞好吗？
对不起。。。。




我愿意如此：



我想要說 我想要說
如果沒有了你 我該如何往下走？

对不起！！！

对不起！ 大大个对不起！！
非常非常抱歉，我这么久没有联络你们，现在才阅读你们的部落格，发现发生了很多事。
我多么希望大家都好好的，大家还是我以前认识的一样。
但是时间把大家都摧残了。我也是。
对不起！
我变得很懒很懒。为什么呢？
懒得读书，心有余而力不足。为什么？！！
我真的退步了很多很多。我以为我还是那样，但看见大家已在前头远方，愕然发现，自己还在原地踏步。看见许多人在与我一样的步伐前进，就天真的以为，我没有被遗漏。
我，跑得太慢了。气，也变得好喘，好喘。

-也许你比许多人好，但这却不代表你很成功。也许你是身边的佼佼者，但很可能是外面一个最不起眼的东西！
出淤泥而不染。说比做真的，容易好多倍。

健康真的很重要。你们要保重身体。
对于发生不幸的事的朋友，你要坚强。也许说真的很容易，但一定要做到。
你要努力。我们都是凡人，但我知道，你不是普通的一个人。
我跟你很相像，所以和你很投机。
你做的决定也跟我差不多一样，挫折和烦恼却比我还多。
但我衷心希望你与你家人一切安好。你比我，真的更需要坚强。
记得，冬天过去了，春天就不远了。

我真的，真的很想你们。
时间，就是那么的残忍。
人生，就是这么的不可预测。
幸福，就是瞬间既失。

I am truly sorry to become so ignorant about life, and the biggest mistake is to let time pass and not care about you guys more often.
Things had happened, and I am sorry I was not a part of it.
It was til I read your blogs that I realize, how much I've missed.
I am truly, deeply sorry for not concerning more about you, and didn't call u as often as one good friend should have.

I became a big skinny lazy bug. Why am I unable to lift my spirits, to gain the strength to pull myself up?
why am I, being so miserable in all of the time, which needs me to be at my best?
I was so ignorant to believe that, I am still ahead of others.
I believe I am never stupid, just ignorant and arrogant.
maybe at some point where the people around you are moving the same pace as you, you thought everything is going at the same speed, and you will not be miss out.
But in the cruel hard reality, people have been speeding and was so damn far ahead of you.
and I am ashamed of myself.

talks are cheap. they indeed are.
being true to yourself when u all in a pond of downfall, is easier said than done.

All and all, I wish the best of health of you guys.
Your health is more important than anything, so take care and be nice to yourself.
Don't stress yourself and don't make life sad.
although I know, my friend, things had been going against you, for a long time.
Be tough, be strong, and be happy.
I know saying it is easy for me, but I truely hope that you can live up to it.
I know because you are about the same as me.
We have same dreams, same hopes, and we often make the same kind of decisions.
We are so in tune, we are best friends indeed.
And I hope you still think that too.

I really , really miss you guys.
Time is cruel. Time waits for no man.
Life's a bitch. It's so unpredictable and be optimistic is the only solution.
Happiness is never forever. Grab it while you still can.

Prelude: Wall Painting 油漆（好听叫壁画）

话不多说，照片来给大家看看！！！
no blocks of text, just the photos to tell stories:

Bukan tahi ini lagi...

偷看？

偷看我的blog?
以为我不懂？
哼，我装了个counter 在旁边，就懂多少人来过我的blog~
金达说他的blog过1000点次了，我就要挑战！*眼红*

我采取的行动是，以不宣传为宣传！
因为不变，可以应万变！

就看看我这个没宣传的 blog , 会有多少点次呢？

瘦版猪八戒

情人节啊情人节。
今天又是情人节。
为什么我就是没有感觉呢？不觉得重要，也没想要庆祝。
可能我认为，有爱天天都是情人节吧。
今年好多人都阔出去了，因为最后一年了～再不上就来不及了！

现在是12.52AM，过了情人节。
好多人祝福我。短讯收到了。谢谢。
不好意思，电话没钱了，不能回你们。

金达写了篇文章，不愧是学记，肚子真的不少墨水哦！
http://kimtat92.blogspot.com/
我不爱写故事，我是个懒虫。
所以你们不会再这里看到金达这样的风格咯！
看来他也是心有所属，但还是却步了。为什么呢？
俊毅也是有心里障碍，哈哈。同病相怜啊～
那我是不是应该庆幸呢？哈哈哈。。

俊豫残一些，被整到了。
换做是我，我也会傻傻的相信。
不傻，我只是单纯的想要相信。
相信，不可以吗？就不可以是真的吗？
为什么要这样整人呢？
若是梦，不醒有多好。

不懂为什么，我太理智了，不会想到这种作弄人的主意，他们就创意无限咯！
但玩火要懂界限，否则覆水难收！

今年的我，也见识了不少画面。
不懂属不属于温馨，但总觉得奇怪。
那感觉。就是不对。
还是我终于见证了，真正所谓的，但却不晓得？
我认为没人懂我说什么，这样是最的好了。哈哈。

宇恒的“依然是朋友”， 总荡漾在我耳边。
“情人节的那一天，我陪在你身边～”
今天我也疯疯的。没关系。

猪八戒说：
多情自古空余恨，此恨绵绵无绝期

我说：
自古英雄多磨难,从来纨绔少伟男

好人难当啊！坏男人当头啊！
但我还是爱当我的好男人，因为我是好男人！

有感触？那就听听：


angry bar:4/10